December 8, 2004
I Feel So Stupid.. @ 13:17
i feel so stupid....it's like...i giv away my trust too easily...u ask me y?
i oso want to noe...
i dun understand...y isit tt ppl want to lie to u when u didn do anythg bad to them or try to harm them....y do they want to cheat on u when u didn cheat on them?y do they want to hurt u when both of u arn of any relationship...
how i wish i noe all the answers to all these questions...how i wish i noe a solution to all these problems...how i wish i hav a friend to share all this with...
im so hurt...i feel so moody...i feel like im an idiot tt every1 likes to make fun of...i feel like im jus a toy they play with and jus throw me away when they are bored of me...i feel like...im so going to cry...lol...tsk tsk..
my mother ask me y i like..sian sian like tt...but i dunno the reason...and i oso cant tel her...
i feel like im going to burst...
i feel so fragile...
i feel so sad...
can time reali help....?
can any1 help...?