December 14, 2004
ThGs ThAt i dO... @ 11:16
thgs i do..makes me feel smtimes happy,sumtimes sad and sumtimes confused...
thgs ppl do for me,i often thank God for them..cos they're actions make me forget abt my unhappiness,and make me feel fresh...
thgs tt i get involved in always giv me a new experience...thgs i teach and thgs i learn,always enable me and my friends to get closer...
thgs my father do...makes me feel that im a child born of a bastard...but i noe he cares,and he doesn want me to get cheated...he stil hopes tt i enjoy my childhood happily,memorably and innocently...lol
thgs i strive hard for,always make me tired..but in the end,i always find the reason im doing it for...
thgs i get when i strive hard,are seldom satisfying...neither isit good enough as i hav wanted and hoped it would be...
thgs i say outta anger,sadneess and etc,always make myself ponder abt whether i should hav said it...
thou everythg i hav said is onli thru half of my brain,i noe tt u noe it's reali frm me..cos it's so harsh...so sad sumtimes and so action...lol...but i believe,when u do smthg outta smthg,it's reali how u feel...and u reali hope it's known to sumelse...but it's usually kept inside...tt's y when i burst out in fits of tears and cried out for a helping hand to help me outta my sorrows,i hope sum1 wil noe,i hope sum1 wil care and lend me their shoulder for me to cry on...but even thou,i was happy enough to hav at least a friend to cry out to...
Even if u weren't there for me when i needed u,i want to be there for u when u need me,it's the least i could do for u...so call me hp if u need me...(hehe...but not after 10pm and b4 6am...lol)or my home if u wana talk...i want to share ur fears,ur tears,ur joy even if it doesn concern me...let me be there for you...
ps:3-mail me if u n33d my numb3r...
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