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April 10, 2005
||JiDi||iM_nOt_HaRd_tO_TaMe|| @ 12:03

To be honest,im jus an ordinary kid...trying to attract attention...like
"Hey!!iM YuAn ShAn!!!!ToK tO mE!!!!"~~~~~~~~~~~~and so on.....

HowEver,i changed...i saw ppl being so happy when they are all outgoing and everythg...and i wanted to b like them...and soon...i became noisy...

BuT iT wasn enuf.....i found out tt i stil feel lonely....thou i hav tons of frens.....i stil feel i needed smthg........and it's stil not time for it to come.....but if i dusn come now,im dead....I need some1....u noe wad i need rite...hope u can tok me thru....haiz.....

I feel so alone.....so left unattended.....so sad....so abandoned.....

but wad can i do..??Ha......no guys are daring enuf to come near me...

Hey...im a gal....no matter wad happens,i stil shed tears....cum'n......haiz....it's no use...

i envy those out there...hu hav bfs..lol...or even those gt ppl want to jio them one after another one..haiz....y do i hav to b so tomboy neh?y cant i behave like a gal neh?haiz....

actually the ans is not for every1 to noe...but for them to find out....those hu dun even bother to ask,onli tinks tt im lame...childish....

i dun wana gossip abt any1....i onli envy them....cos even if they mock at me,i wil onli cry...i wil onli feel sad...cos i cant do anythg abt it.....

I can onli wait for him to come.....but there's not even a single clue hu he is.....

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