May 14, 2005
---i feel so stupid--- @ 11:19
i feel lyk nthg can replace him....
i sank in the bed...thinking if i had thought the wrong thought...mayb i shuldn hav thought abt him when i was feelin down....mayb i shuldn hav met him in the first place...or rather,i shuld juz stop toking or contacting him....
it's not his fault...it's mine...it's not the way he say thgs...but the way he expresses...he may not b as gd...but it's enuf...he mayb not b the one i can lyk...but i noe my best fren likes him...
i noe tt it's no use tinkging abt it now...cos the first time my fren met him...she has already fallen in love with his smile...i can no longer tolerate the thought tt i hav fallen for the same guy tt my best fren likes....it's like as if i hav the word "despicable" on my face...it's so not right for me to do tt...
thou he's been hurt b4...and tt he does not noe i like him...haiz...i noe tt gal likes him...i noe he is single...i noe tt she is my best fren...but i tink this is not the end of me ba...i dun tink i wil die lorx...um...dun wori ba......i wil try to forget him de....i'll try reali hard...
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