May 10, 2005
*I_TiNk_i_TiNk_ToO_MuCh_Le*MaYb_ThErEs_JuZ_nO_FaNtAsY* @ 12:52
i thought that mayb there's hope...mayb i wuld jus find love someday...but mayb... ...i tink too much le...
Most of the time..i thought tt mayb im juz down on my luck..tt's y i feel sad... ...
but i reali kinda giv up le...
it's like nthg can b done...i jus want to hav a odinary life..like any1 else...hav a guy to like...hav a person to care and be cared frm...but this is jus a fantasy...wadeva u ask for...wil never come true...
mayb im smashing ur hopes into pieces...ur dreams into fogs...but im reali sad...reali hopeless...reali lost confidence on wad i hav been dreaming on...it reali seems like the end of the world...
wheneva i like a guy tt likes me,it'll turn out tt i say the wrong thg...
wheneva i thought i hav fallen in love,im jus cheated once again...
wheneva i feel tt i've found a new hope,it's jus another fog...
im done...im gone...im buried...im dead...im living without hopes...im feelin hard to breathe...its like im dying..........