May 15, 2005
||JiDi||iM_sO_cHiLd!sH|| @ 01:09
mayb it's me..mayb it's onli me...no...it's definitely me...it's all my fault...i say the wrong thgs at the wrong time...i do the wrong thg...i like the wrong person...i make the wrong choice...i even express myself the wrong way... ...im done le...it's the end...im no longer strong enough to face reality myself...alone...i feel so weak...like as if im running outta breadth....suffocating...it's the end of me le...how i wish i din tink tt way...how i wish i din do anythg stupid...how i wish i wasn born...then thgs wuldn b like tt...
if the stars in the sky wern with the moon..mayb there wuld b no starry starry nite....
mayb if gals wasn born with long hair...they wun b called gals....
mayb if singers can groak like frogs...they culd b popular in the galaxy....
mayb if love wasn in the air...then there wuldn b love at first sight...
mayb if i wasn born...then i wuldn hav to accidently like any of the guys tt my best frens like...
how i wish fate didn play with me life...divorced parents...fallen faith...wasted efforts...im too breathless and weak to say anythg any more le...