June 20, 2005
@ 02:08
a nurse actually cared alot,specially for this patient...but she thought it was onli care...those usual ones...but one day when that patient died on the street cos of a car...he was dead,beside being mute and blind...
howeva...his soul was collected...and he went to the station to go to polaris...a place wher al wil continue living after they're dead...to achieve higher knowledge...and so on...
he was the sixth one billion passenger...and was given a wish...when he found out..he asked to b alive again..but unfortunately,tt culdn happen...but he was given 5days to go back to earth...live like a normal person...thou he was asked to consider thoroughly..cos the previous 5 one billion lucky people regretted askin makin tt wish...and came back cryin...but he said tt he wuldn regret,cos if he gets to go back, he wuldn jus rmb tt nurse's voice and perfume...but also her features...and the way she does thgs...
howeva,as he's goin back in another human being's body...borrowing their voice and everythg...no1 wil b able to recognise him...and neither wuld he b able to tel abt his past..cos even if he tried..he wuldn b able to...
and so he went...
on the first 3 days...he was trying to find tt nurse..and along the way...he saw the other ppl in the hospital tt has being taking care of him b4 he was dead...the security guard...the nurses...and even his best fren tt he made in the hospital...the stall holder...
tt stall holder seem to recognise hu he was...but the nurse jus dun...in fact...she hated him(after he's dead) due to him...critising his fren...
He has being trying to find out how this nurse feel towards him in the past...and he noes it...but now...he's trying to tel her wad happened...and not being able to...he felt disappointed...and on the forth day...he tried recordin the truth into the casette tape...and by writing it in a card...howeva when he passed it to her...and when she listen and read the card...the casette tape was blank...and tt the writings on the card was smurged...
he was so devasted..tt he decided to give up...and helped tt another doctor,Dr Woo,hu was going after Autumn,tt nurse...
he taught Dr Woo to play the saxophone intimately..pretending it was himself..but by actual,he wuld b playin the tune smwher near...so tt it'd sounded like as if Dr Woo was playin the tune himself...and of course,it wasn any ordinary piece of music...but the music...tt Autumn liked...
Nonetheless...Autumn fell for tt trick...and cried in Dr Woo's arms...seeing tt,he walked away...feelin it's no longer anythg memorable...
Dr Woo,feelin tt no matter how hard he tried...he wuld neva get Autumn's true love,he gav up and told her the truth...
Autumn looked for him...everywher....and when she went to his rm...she saw his saxophone...photos of him playin the saxophone...and everythg..and now...as the truth has come to light...she went looking for him...
tt last night on earth...they witnessed the meteor shower togather...at the top floor....he then remembered that the angel told him tt on the meteor shower night...its the night tt he wuld hav to leave...and so...as he started to vanish slowly into thin air..rising up and going together...with the meteor stars...Autumn cried and cried terribly...but wad's lost...can neva b returned...
to Autumn...meteors may b the heavens tears...and oso the leaving of her loved...but neva wil she b able to forget it...and tt...taught her to do wadeva she wants boldly...mostly...speak up...