September 8, 2005
back.on.ur.words @ 13:09
i thought u were always on track knowing wad u said remembering wad u said doing wad u said u wuld do but it was different u forgot u made me wait u made me hesitate i duno why im stil hanging on mayb it was me missing u pleading deep down praying hard tt one day u wuld understand how i feel i always remember the things u told me the things u hav promised me but neva wuld i wana noe tt u hav broken it coz i juz noe juz noe juz noe tt one day u wuld understand how much i love u tt i leave another guy for u may it b for gd may it b for bad but i dun care i dun care wad others say abt u but i juz noe i love u and i dare to say it it may b difficult for others to say but i dare n u shuld noe y i dun wana leave u but i hope u wun leave me again coz i dun tink i can take it again but dun take my trust forgranted dun ignore me the thgs i say and the msgs i send coz itz not smthg u shuld do and itz not gd for either of us the msgs u din reply the questions u din answer were all in my head they din go away coz u din go away but i dun wana miss u coz i wana hav u both soul and body flesh and blood din wana hav u here beside me but hav ur soul roaming elsewhere tinking abt smthg else din wana not hav u everytime i need u and find out u were ther for some one else but not me din wana noe thg reasons for the thgs u do last it culd b tt im crazy over u but wuld u eva believe me after all this time and read my blog like all my frenz did no u neva did u neva did not a single time at least im sure tt u din read when u were angry wif me laugh it may seem silly but itz the truth itz smthg tt matters to me alot each and every action u take each and word u say and the move u make i wana love u like how other couples culd love each other but whether i can or i cant itz all up to u all ur choice dun eva leave me ttz the onli thg i plead and dun ignore me coz i need u like u once told me tt u need me coz i love u alot like u once told me coz i wun leave u and i plead u not to leave me like u once told me to and coz i trust u wholeheartedly having faith and confidence in u tt u wil always sense me around find the way out and i juz hav endless things to say but im gonna end here for now if u eva c this i juz hope u wuld understand wad i mean wad i say wad i ask i reali love u to the core of the earth
i wil wait no matter wad 7 9 0 5