September 7, 2005
[[___droplets.of.my.tears___]] @ 12:48
drop.drop
drop.drop
....hav i been acting rush??
....hav i been acting like an idiot??
....i juz wana noe...
plz help me.. i need help..to get outta this...
itz like a computer locking me up frm wad i wana say...
handcuffs...stoping me frm breaking in...
i needa noe...wadeva and whicheva thgs u hav in mind...
i needa noe the words tt culd b spoken rite...
i needa noe how u feel...for the sake of our line....
culd the world be any better?or any worse?
it seems almost impossible...to see beyond the unseen...
it seems almost incredible..for me to believe in the unbelievable...
loving the one u felt different with...
even holding his hand culd be satisfying...
mayb by looking at him..u feel like u're flying...
but ain the time he spin u around...like u..crying?
words culd b so meaningful...so ever...building ur esteem...
but isn't it the same thg...tt tried to destroy u??
the stuff spoken outta their mouth...
dusn tt hurt u more than u drowning...??
earning it..and then having to let go...
isn't tt worse then having hidden ur characteristics...??
ex c h an g in g i t . . ne va s e e m z ea sy