September 7, 2005
||i.dun.like.any.of.this|| @ 12:24
haiz...helo again...actually okok de....sobx...
but guess we always quarel a lil along some happiness ba...or mayb ther wasn any happiness at all...??
life without u...b4...back then....was juz a picture in my head...but when u came...u brought the picture to live...and now im living in it...with the sunny sun and rainy dayz...i can no longer live without u....
ain myself since u came...
ain myself no more...
i juz cant believe it sometimes...i love him to the depths of my heart...but yet i wana quarel with him sumtimes...mayb itz me...trying to get his attention...haha....BUT IM NOT GETTING IT NOW!!!!!
feel like a total failure...like i shuld hav not hav exist...feel like i shuld not hav try forseeing...so i wun hav to face it....tho his presence made me live...neva want to die again...we've gone thru much....
thgs tt made me realise i love him...thgs tt made me realise i need him...thgs tt made me realise...i cant lose him....
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