September 5, 2006
[[i scrapped his name..juz the wae he scrapped my hart]] @ 18:18
mayb we were onli meant to stae apart..
i duno if my present bf wud mind..but i feel alot of sadnez..
that me and my ex ended tt wae..
i cudn help bt feel tt bad..
my bf oweaz promises..
and he delivers..
my ex dun...
i am slowly letting go of my ex...itx the best...lyk he said...
lyk he insisted...lyk he had oweaz warned me...
and this is the ending of tt lil happy fantasy i once use to hav..
i hav my bf now..i didn make use of him i swear!
but the fact that i pity that previous relatnshp wil neva change..
that much i felt...i stil wana cry..even now...
dui bu qi...wo bu shi gu yi de...
dardar...i juz wana b honest...i need more time...to accept the fact....