December 3, 2006
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hey hey..pls dun step over the limit..
i cant stand ppl lying to me,trying to betray me in any way,neglecting me...
AND DEFINITELY I HATE PPL TREATING ME LIKE A TOY U USE TO PLAE FETCH WITH..!!
todae i juz bought my v first cosmetic thgy...the eye liner!!hahaz..
u noe..before this..i was anti cosmetic..a kinda geek...lolz..well...my mum finally went easy on me abt it...then tml i wana buy purple de......muahahahah!!!
hahaha...
but now put le...gt hu c leh?
haiz..nvr the less....smthg sad happen todae...my 30% bro sae wana make a guy jio me..but i tink itz not fair for tt guy..then he sae til like tha guy like me..tt guy sae b4 lor...im not his kinda gal..so y bother?i dun hav feelin for so many oso...i onli miss one person...and tt person..i tink he noes..ttz y he's doin all thez stuff......
haiz..he now kena 5mths of sm punishment...haiz..v xin tong leh..tsk..
but........i drank a bottle of breezer by myself todae!!hahaz..the v first bottle i finish by myself..lolz..my alcoholism part of endurance not v gd..aftr tt abit slpy liao...lmao...hahaz..so embarassing..then in the mrt when going home,my face like ang ku kueh lidat..ha!then i wear the nerdy specs to cover..bleahz!!
so high...hahahz..if go chalet i hope can try vodka...wahaha...then can get drunk le..muahahaha!!!!
howeva..i juz wana sae..30% de gor,u shud let tt guy whom u're trying to psycho,hav his choice~!and,i oso hav a sae lor!it'z not like i cant reject him!i dun stead with ppl hum i dun hav feelin for..i may dream to hav a rich bf,sm1 to buy me lotsa girly stuff,i may yearn for love and attention,but not til i can juz accept tt person as my bf juz bcoz of tt!
lastly,if u're lyk tt guy,pls tink thrice!it'z ur lyfe,not his!dun get psycho so easily!!resist!!!
it wudn b anybody's fault if u kena rejected..definitely not his nor the gal's.....
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