December 25, 2006
my dae on christmas.. @ 16:44
todae kol sm1 40 over times but nvr pick up...
kept tinkin abt my ex..if we were stil together..wudn we b celebrating todae together..?
then arnd 12+ then wake up..on the com then now..listenin to sm songs that i feel like listenin..
coz obviously im feelin lonely and remourseful now..
past few yrs gt a gal keep me company...even went to her grandma hs in msia to thon b4...
but eva since smthg tt happened the last 3 to 4 mths,we nvr tok to each other again...
then last night she msg me and wished me Merry Christmas..
i was tuched..i cried..and i didn noe how to reply her...
Christmas is a season of forgiveness...i noe..but the thgs she did to me...
Yes..i yearn to get back with her and hav her company...
Yes i miss her presence...
but nevertheless..she didn show a bit of remourse for the thgs she did...
she carried on the wae u wud hope ur broken up stead wud..
but i stil duno wad to sae...
i duno wad to do...
so i juz left it like tt...
hao shang gan...xiang he ta zai yi ci kai xin..
dan na hao xiang shi bu ke neng de shi..
i miss the past...i let everythg slipped thru my fingers...
now?wad abt now?
i wish i knew...
i wish..sm1 cud juz b ther specially for me todae....
[[___daydreamer___]]