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I feel like a horrible freak.I no longer know myself.It only seems like I'm becoming another person.

Nothing can effect u more than ur friends.Nothing can effect u more than ur family.Most importantly,nothing can effect u more than ur own thinking.Believe it or not,it always seems like u're not the one who should b angry at anything, but something juz asks u to just make urself exist.

Sometimes people just ignores ur presence and look for someone else who is more fun,more humourous and everything else.When would people actually REALLY FEEL that u are reali special in ur own way??

My mother was one person whom i could never catch up with her speed of change.I use to think that she was the closest and yet most innocent person i could manupilate.However,I'm beginning to realise that I dun even know her.

She and my sis was my closest kin.My dad was juz another human being with a flirtatious behaviour.Never mind.He NEVER MATTERED to me.However,I just find my mother like another lil kid who finds everything too corrupted to be lived out.She dus not understand me,and i believe she dus not know me thoroughly.

As a mother,i believe u want the best for ur child.And plus u hope to hav someone to love u and kare for u too.However,my mum needs alot of "parental guidiance" as to knowledge them with the kind of attitude and behaviour they hav to hav when they face something unacceptable which his or her child has done.I know that is the hardest thing out there.But that is also the most important thing.

I hope i could trust to try and change,just to be more acceptable,but i do hope that i could find people who would accept me for who I am,people who dun mind the other side of me.

Sometimes i wonder upon a star,whether I am who I am..?But the star just seems to do that same damn thing.Blink.Is it trying to tell me not to give up?or am i suppose to give up my everything?I really want to change.It was and is because of u.Because i once betrayed one u,because I dun want to be like that again.

Sometimes life just seems so meaningless that u dun wana live.Sometimes life juz seems so sickening that u dun wana bother.Sometimes life just seems so bland u couldn kare.Live it to the fullest.Cos ttz oweas when u will find the purpose.

[[___dLion.siN___]]
#ifimnotwrong.todaeissmonedebdae#
#0930.2802.2007#

I feel like a horrible freak.I no longer know myself.It only seems like I'm becoming another person.

Nothing can effect u more than ur friends.Nothing can effect u more than ur family.Most importantly,nothing can effect u more than ur own thinking.Believe it or not,it always seems like u're not the one who should b angry at anything, but something juz asks u to just make urself exist.

Sometimes people just ignores ur presence and look for someone else who is more fun,more humourous and everything else.When would people actually REALLY FEEL that u are reali special in ur own way??

My mother was one person whom i could never catch up with her speed of change.I use to think that she was the closest and yet most innocent person i could manupilate.However,I'm beginning to realise that I dun even know her.

She and my sis was my closest kin.My dad was juz another human being with a flirtatious behaviour.Never mind.He NEVER MATTERED to me.However,I just find my mother like another lil kid who finds everything too corrupted to be lived out.She dus not understand me,and i believe she dus not know me thoroughly.

As a mother,i believe u want the best for ur child.And plus u hope to hav someone to love u and kare for u too.However,my mum needs alot of "parental guidiance" as to knowledge them with the kind of attitude and behaviour they hav to hav when they face something unacceptable which his or her child has done.I know that is the hardest thing out there.But that is also the most important thing.

I hope i could trust to try and change,just to be more acceptable,but i do hope that i could find people who would accept me for who I am,people who dun mind the other side of me.

Sometimes i wonder upon a star,whether I am who I am..?But the star just seems to do that same damn thing.Blink.Is it trying to tell me not to give up?or am i suppose to give up my everything?I really want to change.It was and is because of u.Because i once betrayed one u,because I dun want to be like that again.

Sometimes life just seems so meaningless that u dun wana live.Sometimes life juz seems so sickening that u dun wana bother.Sometimes life just seems so bland u couldn kare.Live it to the fullest.Cos ttz oweas when u will find the purpose.

[[___dLion.siN___]]
#ifimnotwrong.todaeissmonedebdae#
#0930.2802.2007#

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