February 17, 2007
stupid me @ 15:07
time and time again,i fell into the bottomless pit
i continuously didn listen to advices given,and always naively believe.TRUST WAS WAD I BELIEVED.but time and time again,its proven tt im wrong.
always tinkin im fierce enuf to scare away all evil.but i end up feelin sad,fragile and little.im a big big gal.WAS.IM LITTLE.as little as i least expected myself to be.
experiments aftr experiments,i was cheated,lied to.
my frens sae im cute,my outside frens sae im cute too.my fren ends up sayin im ugly behind my bac,and my outside frens tel me they like me,but ends up LOVING another person.i shud sae it a prob tt im tinkin too much.this is not a world for me,but for challengers.im juz a mere loser.
he saes he liked me..and i believed...but everythg juz ended up like before..like another.....
he saes he kares abt me,but we juz end up quarellin everytime..
4respect and other ppl hu thinks tt he likes me,pls stop this...it wun bring us any closer..im already sad anuf..dun eva try make me any happier,coz nthg will.....
[[___devasted.cheated.unwanted___]]