April 30, 2007
MotHeRz dAY @ 13:24
mamamamamam.
i love u mum.she talked to me the other day.it was the v first time.to let u all noe..juz in case u havn realise,ur mothers are trying reali hard to giv u a good childhood.
my mother raised me and my mother singlehandedly..tho not thoroughly,but that was it for the most of the time.she always scolded me for all the mistakes i made,including being influenced,or even thos mistakes my sister made..
i reali hated her for my childhood years..except thos times she bought KFC for me..lolz..kidding..
Tho she was ther,she jus didn noe,nor hav,the shadows of a motherly mother.all she seemed like to me was jus a tissue..fragile.
however,to get to the point,i quarelled with my mum this nite..and it led her..to hugging me,something she has neva done b4,crying with me...sayin she's reali sorie abt inflicting me..she reali didn noe how to be a mother,reali didn noe how to kare for me..but onli noe that she cant giv me to my father...she said she loved me...
for the v first time that she said all these,for the first time this closure happened...it made me feel contented abt living on earth...
i dun tink i wud be able to tel u guys the whole story...but jus rmb..hav faith in ur mothers..or ur fathers for it matters..that one day,they wil be able to come into ur heart..see the way u see things...
reali..
take kare..
love ur mums~~!!
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