April 20, 2007
once again.. @ 21:11
i miss him,missed him,but stil hav him..in my memory..
he's juz a part of my memory now.he no longer talks to me,no longer pampers me,no longer hugs me in his arms and cares about me.i reali missed that,and it was all my fault.i know very well wher and how it went wrong..but its juz useless now...
the times i used to talk to him,the times i used to sleep with him..all were gone.nobody would do that for me again.the care and love that was once everlasting,would be and is gone forever.
OPEN UR EYES PEOPLE.LOVE IS JUST RUBBISH.they will neither work out,nor will they be real.MARRIAGES are juz titles,"life-long partners" are jus fairytales,and LOVE is jus rubbish!!i dun believe in it anymore!!IT SUCKS!!
everybody jus sae they love u,they kare abt u,jus to try and satisfy ur empty heart!!they fake the smile and jus look around,and when u dun notice it,they jus blurt another lie behind ur back!
i hate love!!it not onli brgs me misery,it plants hatred in me!!i dun believe in it,and i never will!!coz they're jus all heartbreaking honey!!leave it alone and die single..thatz the best.....
[[___dLioN.siN___]]
##enlighten.me.if.u.dare
##im.tamable.its.jus.if.u.dare