May 13, 2007
My 12.05.07 cum 13.05.07(first 12 hrs) @ 05:06
mY daRLiNg..LoLxx...
i so miss him..hahaz..
umm..well..i do miss my mum..she's going china with her bf soon..in abt few month's time?and my sis wud b in hongkong..deardear.....wad am i gonna do?haiz..stay at home alone....
xX 12_05_2007
xX 00:38
hmm..long time nvr talk abt wad happen liao..howeva..i reali duno wad to sae..recently findin my frens al kinda fake..(not referrin to sarah..she's fine)Then..jus sorta pissed off..disappointed...i duno..i feel kinda confused this few months..its a v stupid feelin u noe...hundred bucks cheated off...friends found fake..i duno..ther's no proof of them being realistic..so..im makin a one-sided remark now..but i dun mind anyone coming up to confront me,as long as u reali wana clarify or sort thgs out.
i'm not being sensitive..but im being serious to the friendship.i dun treat friends like toys..i dun tink i do..mayb u felt that way but u cud hav told me.if u didn.it'd probably meant that u didn wana b my friend..so..thats wad i can sae..
i am not being childish because i noe this are the v mandate thgs that many others may encounter at other higher edu institute or smthg..Nonetheless,i feel that this is a v obvious thg.u hide thgs frm me,pretending that u're ok with me,but on the other hand,u guys are jus so.....aiya!dun feel like talking le..if u all oso buay song me then jus tell me straight.dun hav to pretend coz it'll onli make u look like a hypocrite.i dun mind makin a fool outta myself but i noe u mind coz by the way u're reacting,in many ways,u're already makin everythg so obvious.so..if u feel offended or pissed off with me,jus TELL ME.if not,i wud keep pesterin u..so..u hav to tel me before u ask me to fuck off..ok?fine?thankx very much!
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