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well..he explained for yesterdae..

it felt like thgs came to light..like as if a lost boat has found the light to shore..
Like wad i needed,it was jus an explaination..

like i said..i called him many times ytd..to remind and inform him of the time..that if he dusn leave to meet me at that time,he wud miss it..and further more..and indeed,he did...While on the phone with him last nite,i cried..no terribly..but enuf for a broken heart,a lost hope..

so i asked him:"why didn u do anythg abt it when i reminded u abt the time?"and he explained that it was bcoz its rather hard for him to reject his client..some kind like his disciple..coz that friend whom he was helping to fix the car was someone whom he taught how to plae it,and needed alot of guidance and help on it..and if his fren was rather angry with him coz he gave him a kinda feelin like he's gona giv up on teaching him and let him waste his effort learnin,halfway.

then i asked him:"wads ther for his fren to be upset abt?is he a gay?"he said no..he has a gf..but thatz how he felt lar..so its like him getting stuck in between us..his fren and someone he wants..

then i told him abt how i felt..why i cried..why i felt sad..coz its like..i waited the whole dae..not hrs by hrs,but minutes by minutes...seconds by seconds..its like..v dreadful lor..anyway,he told me that he's reali sorie...

to my friends who told me to giv up on him..i will when it's time..but for now,i jus wana believe in him..like the way he held on to the hope frm last july til now,it's already been 11mths..and having waited for me for 3mths in a kind of agony,i believe it's alright for me to wait til the end of this yr..when all will be clear..and he will be free..no more army..

So for now..Take Care guys..i feel stupid when i cry ytd..but i felt reali happy when he bothered to explain to me..tho he felt a lil irritated by my cryings..LoVe Ya!!

[[___dLioN.siN___]]

well..he explained for yesterdae..

it felt like thgs came to light..like as if a lost boat has found the light to shore..
Like wad i needed,it was jus an explaination..

like i said..i called him many times ytd..to remind and inform him of the time..that if he dusn leave to meet me at that time,he wud miss it..and further more..and indeed,he did...While on the phone with him last nite,i cried..no terribly..but enuf for a broken heart,a lost hope..

so i asked him:"why didn u do anythg abt it when i reminded u abt the time?"and he explained that it was bcoz its rather hard for him to reject his client..some kind like his disciple..coz that friend whom he was helping to fix the car was someone whom he taught how to plae it,and needed alot of guidance and help on it..and if his fren was rather angry with him coz he gave him a kinda feelin like he's gona giv up on teaching him and let him waste his effort learnin,halfway.

then i asked him:"wads ther for his fren to be upset abt?is he a gay?"he said no..he has a gf..but thatz how he felt lar..so its like him getting stuck in between us..his fren and someone he wants..

then i told him abt how i felt..why i cried..why i felt sad..coz its like..i waited the whole dae..not hrs by hrs,but minutes by minutes...seconds by seconds..its like..v dreadful lor..anyway,he told me that he's reali sorie...

to my friends who told me to giv up on him..i will when it's time..but for now,i jus wana believe in him..like the way he held on to the hope frm last july til now,it's already been 11mths..and having waited for me for 3mths in a kind of agony,i believe it's alright for me to wait til the end of this yr..when all will be clear..and he will be free..no more army..

So for now..Take Care guys..i feel stupid when i cry ytd..but i felt reali happy when he bothered to explain to me..tho he felt a lil irritated by my cryings..LoVe Ya!!

[[___dLioN.siN___]]

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