September 24, 2008
@ 15:54
[[LESSON]]
BUANG AR!!!
nthg to say..
feel kinda funny tho..
duno how im supposed to feel..
NVM!!!
two things i wana say:
1)LEE YEN TIEK SAY MAC'S FRIES ARE FROM GENETICALLY MODIFIED POTATOES
2)I AM SO STUPID!!!
god..i tink rite..
im going to cut down on mac..
i noe this shud hav started long ago..
but itz reali not rite now..
genetically modified potatoes which are much bigger..
ARE SO WRONG!!!!
for over thousands and thousands of years..
people hav been trying to play god..
and for some reasons,i hate this..
this is not right..
why torture the beauty of nature for ur greed?
I AM SO STUPID!!
I AM SO NOISY!!
somehow,i seem to be the noisiest no matter how noisy the class alrdy is..
and it seems like im the onli noisy asshole..
GAWD!!!!
i hate what i like..
itz not supposed to be like this!!
how am i supposed to face it?!!!
i wana die man..
the most realistic lesson seems to be my worst nightmare..
simply the reason that i have no business BRAINS!!!!!!!!!!!!
i hav no choice but to admit this...
jus like when my bf talks abt his fishing sales..
the way he quotes his price and the way he thinks..
is simply beyond my understanding..
HATE IT!!!!
feels like it's beyond logic..
no rules,onli tactics..
no logic onli INTELLIGENCE!!!
i hate myself..
or being so stupid to keep making noise when i tink i know..
itz like no matter how much i try..
[[feeling cold]]
i feel so alone..
i feel so cold..
i feel so sad..
i feel so abandoned..
i feel so abnormal i wana cry..
i feel so stupid..
i feel so negative..
i feel so small..
i feel so broken i jus wana die..
i have nthg to say besides "PATHETIC"!!
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