September 15, 2008
@ 15:31
[[LESSON]]
chosing to REACT OR RESPOND!!!
well...the lesson was rather interesting that we have to
differentiate between the two..
and tell how was it related to communication..
[[DINNER]]
the freaking bit-ch cooked smthg SPECIAL for me tonite...
let me teach u..
1. boil sm water..
2. put in sm kuay tiaw..
3.serve it up..
THER!!!IT'S DONE!!!
perfect rite??
wad a meal man...
so..
i slept from 7pluz to 9pluz..
just to surpress my hunger....
then finally,after lotsa bugging frm my bf..
i woke up..
and grabbed smthg to eat...
[[EDUCATION]]
well...i ran into jason today..
while on my way home wif BFF..
he was kinda stunned at my L1R4...
haiz...
i was often telling myself..
that I'm goin to complete my course at RP..
and just go to NAFA or something...
and do my specialization...
BUT!!!
smthg came to me ytd...
why am i doing this?
i know i dun like it..
i know it's not goin to get me anywher..
and im wonderin..
if i dun make it out of here....
wif good results....
what makes me think that i can do well at NAFA???
i've been freaking hell motivated by this future thought...
and hav been damn confident...
but this sudenly hit me..
HOW AM I GOIN TO DO WELL THER IF I CNT DO WELL HERE?
omg...
my mum stopped me from goin ther...
my father objected...
there were pushing thru..
but no breakthru...
Know how i feel?
THE BABIES SHOW HOW I FEEL!!!
babies..
so ANGRY yet extremely HELPLESS!!!!
WTH!!!!
hate it...
then i feel like quiting skol lor...
sobx...
NOTHING WORKS!!!!!!!!!!!!