September 12, 2008
@ 12:00
[[LESSON: MATHETICS]]
FUCKING TOENAIL...........
grhhhh~~~~~~~~~~~~
freaking sian today..
the faci's handwriting on the board was FREAKING small CAN?!?!?!?!
haiz..
i have a conclusion at 12pm already...
friday is a miserable day for me..
nowher to go aftr skol..
no good grades for that day..
no understand that is qualified enough to satisfy that Jinko..
no mood to eat because of the grades that i predict i will get..
no end result no matter how much effort i put in..
no happy thoughts..
foreva feel like crying on friday..
not enough sleep due to the visit of Mr. Nightmare for the past few nights..
no sense of motivation..
no nthg lar..
jus feel like dying..
i tink..
when i die..
i wana be cremated..
and thrown into the sea..
so that i'll feel like the weather..
so that i can watch on the world..
i wan lotsa people to laugh at my death because im finally moving on..
i wan lotsa scary stuf to be cremated along with my corpse because i wana be everyone's nightmare..the worst corpse that anyone would see..
most of all..
i wish i could die without any achievements..
so that i can carry on..
and cry for nothing..
nothing achieved...
OH YA!!
most important thing.......
i wana have a purple coffin...
and the stupid picture of WONG YNG YNG..
so that i'll be able to come back for her...
and bring her to my side of the heaven..
AT MARTYRDOM..
im feelin kinda sick in the mind le..
coz of so many things coming from so many directions..
anyway,enjoy this clip!!
hmm...
today nvr eat lunch..
morning till arnd 4 onli drink teh peng,one bun and a row of fruitips...
later having dinner wif liyun at BK!!!
wah..suddenly gt appetite sia..
hmmx...
hope can c dardar later...
i miss those warmth,love and generosity that he showers me with...
wah!!
he's my source of power sia!!!!
and my BFFs of coz!!!!
mwarks!!!
IMY!!!
ILY!!!
HAHAHA!!!!!!!!!!
wadeva~~~
BTW!!!
I MANAGED TO DL YOUTUBE'S VIDEOS THANKS TO MANY MANY PPL!!!
ESP RASHIDIN!!!!
THANNX PAL!!!