November 3, 2008
@ 15:34
wahh..
today damn shag!!
nobody wana wake up de lor...
i woke up like 3 times?!!!
lolz..
having to come back to skol today is nothing..
having to prepare for tml's test is a BIG THING ar!!!
tml having enterprise test 2..
haiz..
duno will die til like wad lor..
from our last test til nw is not even a mth!!
plus our result of the first test is not even out yet!!
WTH LOR!!!
hmm...
very tired ar..
so i went to listen to some nice songs..
BAHAHA!!!
this is reali reali very nice!!
the very very last part,the girl shed BLOOD TEAR!!!
well..
other than that,the onli thg i felt eerie is that the girl's eyes are very big..
TOO BIG!!!!
it made me felt like as if i were watchin an alien..
sobx..
for the few daez which i didn blog,i was studying for maths..
for the few daez which i didn felt good,i was remoursing about what happened..
for the few daez without my pet,i was empty..
i thought of writing a song for her..
but i had to settle some things i had at hand..
lost a big part of my saving for some reason...
but about the song i wanted to write for her..
i guess it went something like this..
支支吾吾吵人的东西
我知道你想找些东西吃
红色眼睛带着泪水的表情
对不起对不起害了你
我知道我知道你想要的不是我
对于我们的距离也是我的错
我知道我知道我给的关怀太差
失去你是我的错请原谅我的错
well..
though there are no melody..
though readers may think that i did not put in any effort..
but these are words from my heart..
this is how i feel..
even though you are gone..
i still miss you..
another thing is..
my sis's doctor told her that she needs to go for a blood test..
cuz she might have diabetise..
wadeva the spelling is..
this situation made her ask me..
"wud u stil acknowledge me as ur sis if i am disbetic positive?"
"wud u miss me if i die?"
GOD!!!
SHE'S ONLI 12!!!!!!!!!!
HOW CAN SUCH THING HAPPEN TO HER?!?!?!!!!
she's 105kg,156tall..
i reali don't know..
hw i wud feel if anything ever happen to her..
(T.T)