December 3, 2008
@ 17:10
DESPERATE TIMES CALLS FOR DESPERATE MEASURES!!
PLAN:
- save up $160
- get a job
- countdown wif dardar/frens
- house a chalet
- ENJOY!!!
WHAT'S ON MY MIND:
-im thankful that im stil good with my bf
-i stil don't understand some people
-i reali wana houses a chalet on my 18bdae
-i reali hate my mum for despising me
-i wana go kbox
-i hope i'll be able to pass my maths
-i need a job
well,all in all, i guess im stil vexed..
never been relaxed before..
am reali dying to house a chalet..
but fucking hell can't..
wud be the 1st time im celebrating my bdae big..
and i'm kinda scared tt i wud die on my bdae itself..
because im more yin than yang..
but even if i cnt house a chalet...
i guess im staying over smwher..
and having bbq!!
BAHAHA!!!
im stil wonderin wad i shud wish for..
on my 18th bdae itself..
because my other wishes had alrdy came true..
i told my dad tt i admire sm1 in my class ytd nite..
and lotsa trouble came from tt admiration..
this is a admiration kinda admiration...
not love love kinda admiration..
coz tt person v independent..
and im not as independent as that person is..
and my dad said tt i am me..
i cnt be sm1 else..
and tho im kinda sad tt i cnt b like tt person..
i feel that its good im me..
hmm...
talk to mum smhow ytd..
and i told her i was in the midst of persuading my dad
to let me continue learning piano..
however,my mum pushed me down by saying tt
i nvr finish wad i am set out to do..
and i got so FED UP MAN!!!
COM'ON!!!
she's the one who stopped me from finishing the last few grades..
and now she's pushing everything back to me?!?!
FUCK YOU MAN!!!
hate that!!
however,she made me realise something..
that i recieve $300 every month..
so...
in order to save up sufficient amount for the chalet..
i need $180 just for the booking of the rooms..
so..
from the $10 that i get everyday..
if i save up $8 everyday..
by the end of 23days..
I'LL HAVE $180!!!
so...
im reali saving up right now...
with $2 everyday..
im eating biscuits and bread onli...
wah...
this is the first time im doing this sia...
GAWD SHALL SEE WAD MIRACLES I CAN CREATE!!!!
cuz i've nvr done this b4..
today liyun heard sm ghost cries..
somehow..
she heard it at w2 lvl6..
she'd heard it for a couple of times le..
sm1 crying in the locked-from-within-last cubicle..
and because it's not the 1st time she heard it..
she peeped from the gap under the door..
and she saw nthg...
err......
i wud suggest that she check for the cries again..
then get a big group of gals to enter the toilet and wait together..
then try unlocking the toilet..
and c what happens..
the reason im daring enough to suggest this is
because ghosts are afraid alot of people..
and knowing that..
you can check for any forms of beings in that toilet..
and..
if there really isn't anyone..
and there are still cries...
i guess....
YOU SHUD RUN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!