December 28, 2008
@ 00:29
freaking surprised that HE came out awake.
other stuffs rumbling in my mind now is how can that fucking bitch just make everything go like that??
the fucking way she wanted everything to be?!
i questioned HIM.
"why?"
guess it was obviously a stupid reason.
HE answered
"because i havn thought abt it carefully"
win le lor..
after everything,all he says is
"because i havn thought abt it carefully"?!?!
fucking unreasonable.
i feel reali disappointed.
stil angry with HER.
stuck and currently duno wad to do.
all i noe now is that i duno wad i can do next,and that im 90% for sure,that im wun be able to slp tonight.
i think the most time-wasting thg in the world is..
-doing VB,making a program.
-showing lotsa sincerity to someone just to befren and be nice..
-being STUPIDLY naive..no,is MORONICALLY naive.
-being in love with someone who wud nvr love u back.
-trying to gain freedom when u noe your HUMAN won't allow that.
-attempting to be nice and live with someone who wud nvr be nice back,never treat you truthfully.
(and many more if you wana suggest..these are just wad i can tink of from my few years of living..)
i guess..
i wana cry?
nvm...
even if that happens,again..
nthg wud change..
you noe..
many ppl say,if you hav nthg beta to do,go and stare in the blank,daze,or stroll..just keep walking..
kinda like repeating something that is thoughtless..
but i realise,even staring in the blank wud be reminiscing something?
or even thinking abt smthg..
and that strolling,is like excercising..and burning your fats..
and i believe,itz very like..u're thinking..
thinking and thinking repetatively as you're walking repetatively.
wonderful ar..
HE just asked me abt my piano lesson on 28th.
screw HIM sia..
so fake..
haiz..
went to a movie website to c if gt show..
didn intend to slp..
so...
BAHAHA!!
im stil kinda hapi aftr all!!
heeheehee..
i shall watch TWILIGHT again!!!!!!!!!