this is a poem i wrote for today's RJ...
This year has been tough I know
But with perseverance and effort I’ve moved ahead
Maturing in thoughts and characters
I’ve learn and practised as I make mistakes
I’ve never thought I’d come this far
I’d never accept this path that I’ve walked
With faith and patience I learn to accept
With faith and effort it shall carry on
I cannot foresee what lies ahead
But I hope to catch up and cope steadily
So be it studies or relationship
Life still goes on as it is
duno how mas would grade it..
but there are further texts to finish up the whole thing..
don't read any further if you are so FUCKED UP that you hardly understand me.
i miss you
darling said that next time de callin back to the zoo..
if kena sent overseas..
wun inform them le...
which means i wun be informed too..
haiz..
i think i shud reali scrap off wadeva wadeva love love kinda thg i wrote u noe..
im like...bcoming more and more emo cuz of tt..
even linda tells me im like..freaking emo?
wel..i wana fa hua chi too..
i wana noe how you feel ice..
how do you feel about something that makes you feel good..
yet at the same time is hard to get?
im irritated ok..
not onli i cannot get you..
i CANNOT get you!!!
like...wth?!?!
i'm so screwed up right now that i cnt stop thinking abt you!!
urghhh!!!!
i swear i hate this feeling that im living with each and every minute of my life..
like SHIT,i cnt get you off even when you're the thing i don't want to see the most!
i did not run away cuz i dun like talking to u..
i did not hate you...
if u wana noe why then..
come and ask me..
i'll you if u're the person im talking abt..
ice,i hate missing you