January 23, 2009
@ 02:05
i am like..
freaking tired right now..
just finished sm stuff..
and the rj..
wah lau..
i took like..
2hrs or smthg to realise what's my fav lesson...
WTH??
hmmx...
listening to pretty boy right now..
so..
if you ask me why..
i'd tell you..
im in pain..
GREAT PAIN I TELL YOU!!
ther..
the reason..
my brain is now fking stuck lar..
so freaking tired..
gt migrain i think...
right side airjfcoaiewoqa pain..
cant be bothered to spell..
gawd..mistakes everywher sia..
grhhh!!!
he's reali killing me..
the BNC is like..
BARNACLES!!
however you spell it...
ki siao la ki siao la..
he make me so suffocated lor..
ask him out then tel me tired..
still dare tell me he nocturnal..
nb..
suffer on the inside man!!
i hate guys..
who are not half-my-bf type..
they just piss me off so badly even if they're the wrong half!!
cuz the nice half wud be nice to u no matter wad..
love you and be ur nice guy 100% + 100%..
but the WRONG half wud be like this BARNACLES LAR!!
lure u out and you end up standing in the rain..
maybe i shud sae not the right-half-of-my-bf type..
instead of the not half-my-bf-type..
cuz therz a specific one..
wadeva...
DYING AR!!!!!!
URGHHHHHH!!!!!!!
how i wish i dared to tell him..
that i love him..
that i want him..
that i can't forget him..
and tell myself..
ALL THESE ARE NOT REAL!!!
oh ya..
one thing..
i think im the cleverest..
cuz..
i can lie to everyone..
BUT MYSELF..
and thatz bad..
cuz i wana be fooled..
BY MYSELF..
ppl..
i'll miss you..
zhangjie..
take care there in china..
rmb to visit my blog..
it might just help in improving ur eng..
and yizhen..
don't anyhow eat ar..
rashes no fun de ar..
and linda..
sleep earlier lar..
dun shorten ur lifespan so much lar..
i noe living on earth long isn as good as dying early or vice versa..
but im pretty sure we all noe that therz smthg that we all cherish..
that we all live for..
and hold on,by not giving up..
so..
emmeline ar..
tho i duno since when u bcm emmo...
but tell u ar..
u slp afew hrs b4 linda..
oso not any better lor..
sleep earlier lar
not enuf slp will age more de ar..
i think..
then jocelyn hor..
dun talk too much abt les ar..
movie oso watch abt les..
i noe ther are alot of bad guys..
but ther'll also be this guy who's made for you,
and that you're made for him de..
two,as a pair..
知道吗？
danyang older than me..
dun tink i need to nag you lar hor..
祝你子孙满堂！！