January 21, 2009
@ 13:36
i browsed thru some people photos on frenstr..
and it came to me..
some thoughts that i'd just left a period ago..
but now,it's back with me..
reality's kinda reali bleak to me..
i can't reali get used to many things..
although most of the things..
seemed to work out well at its moment..
but it didn't follow out well after those moments..
you know?
and i was wondering..
is this really me?
to be really enjoying the moment..
and to feel really empty and drained after that..?
how is that even possible?
am i an introvert who's energy gets drained..
after being out or around ppl?
or am i an extrovert who's energy gets drained..
when i am quiet alone,
which is something that happens everyday?
what am i?
and love,is something that drives me beyond my limits..
i just don't know how to reach him,
understand him,when he's so beyond me..
so far beyond my boundary..