February 6, 2009
@ 23:56
25 random things abt me/on my mind..
1) i do not have a bf now
2) i do not know where i could go
3) im feeling kinda quiet and injured
4) im wearing a LIME GREEN shirt and TURQOISE pants now(u won't ever see me in these combinatn outside!!)
5) i have no idea what i want(kinda lost mahh dyraction)
6) i love bonnie mckee's 3 songs: [[somebody]], [[i hold her]] and [[sensitive subject matter]]
7) im changing blogskin.
8) im changing playlist,again.
9) im just one step away from being.....a lesbian.
10) i..sorta hate myself.
11) i miss school.
12) i miss money,though im saving kinda..alot in my bank recently,duno how.
13) i finally understood why this 25 things are kinda difficult to write.
14) i miss heineken.
15) i wonder if mrs. joel (priese right? sorry i didn get to know the spelling) is feeling any better.(i admire kinda admire ur family because of how loving you were to your kids and one another,and how nicely all of you fitted together.)
16) i really feel completed enough in friendship to have known liyun and donald.
17) i can't believe how much i have in mind.
18) i need to apply what i learnt.
19) i want to sing,kinda badly,but..maybe not necessary.
20) i had a nightmare today morning!!owh!!totally forgot that!!(i dreamt that i was chased after,and i was told that if i didn want to run,i have to learn to fight back..it's impossible,cuz im afraid of pain..heez..sorry..)
21) in total,i like pink,christina aguilera and bonnie mckee(and somehow,they're all kinda screwed up)
22) im already 18,but i wish i was 21(kinda shows how greedy people are..)
23) i want to drink because i want to get drunk.
24) i feel good abt christinianity(if ttz how u spell it) because it's sort of a better conduct..at least from my perspective.
25) i really feel screwed up,like im falling over the edge,half of the time because i can't do anythg better about my perfect pitch,passion for singing,passion for arts and design,the other half of the time because i feel like im always out of love and already dying from the inside,eaten up by L O V E.
it's difficult.
but fun.
hahz..