8am 4pm.
i slept at 8am tis mornin..
was feelin tired,
and heard wierd noises.
then called jerry cuz he's supposed to go work.
then slept til 2pm+ then start to toss and turn.
started washin up at 4pm tho.
im dying to go shopping sia..
and i cn hardly wait for the trip to begin!!
potatoes.
i so super hate potatoes rite now can??
i tried makin potato chips and sticks today,
but it din work,instead,ytd it worked!!
like..WTH?!?!
i was utterly disappointed lar..
i understood failure brings u a step closer to success,
as well as practice making perfect..
so..wherz the closer to perfect part?!?!
arghh...
the chips were not thin enuf today,
and the sticks cooked as a whole instead of individuals!!
just when i thought to myself,
"well,at least it's COOKED....."
GAWDDDDDDDDDDDDDD
IT'S FREAKING OILY CANNNNNNNNNNNNN
i cn hardly even stand the sight of it!!
hate it!! hate it!!
record.
i tink i cud set a record.
it'll say "being emo over jealousy-teo yuan shan"
can u??
cnt rite..
dun try to be me heh~~
crap.
who wud wana be jealous if they had everything they need or eva want?!
-money
-frenshp
-relationshp
-kinshp
-looks
-figure
-smart
-achievement
-freedom
-rites/chances to make decision
what else??
well,like wad didi told me,
smtimes,it's nt tt we ar being jealous ovr these
because we dont hav them,
but the mere fact that we hav not been cherishing wad we hav..
in our lives,we'll oweas be chasing aftr our dreams,
wad we wan,and wad we dun hav or just cnt get..
so..i guess thatz e reason im in this state ba..
last.
as i was wondering of wad clothes to brg to japan,
i was thinkin abt the clothes i alrdy hav and wana buy.
and as i was thinkin abt goin shoppin at cwp or whereva,
i checked the movie times at cathay.
and i realise,tml's the last day for all the movies!!
(at cwp,cathay cineplexe..)
feel kinda sad tho..
was thinkin of wad to watch..
benjamin buttons or he's just not that into you??
i reali duno.
all i noe is tt therz a 99% chance tt i'll be watchin it by myself.
feels kinda emo tho..
i wonder if i'll fall aslp because therz no1 to lean on,
or just cry terribly because im watchin it alone..
i tink the second one's more possible.
songs.
as i was listenin to taylor swift's LOVE STORY,
i felt reali..wierd..
how he was everythg to her,the way the led a happily-eva-aftr life..
seems kinda impossible for me..
i feel reali weak..that i can no longer hold on..
because my happiness is out there,but for some reasons,
"i love you" ain the onli thg he noe,neither did he pull out a ring,
nvr wud he talk to my dad abt picking the white dress..
and it just seems like..everythg's impossible..
isit bcuz im used to the sight of broken families,
that led me to today,feelin wierd even if complete ones are supposedly better?
i tink i'll be watchin benjamin buttons tml..
again..
i rmb thoz times when i cied for u but u just go
and when my parents stepped in and u didn talk
these love stories juz dusn exist in my life for real
because i noe each moment we are tgthr,the next wud be gone..
who wud brg me away frm all thez pain??