February 14, 2009
@ 23:59
MOON..jpg)
this is the moon,as taken at abt 3am this morning.
well,what can i say?
the moon is still as pretty,
still as attractive..
MEET YUANSHAN AND HER FISH.
yuanshan is brave,
yuanshan does not need men,
yuanshan can move on,
yuanshan can slim down,
yuanshan can maintain her touch with the piano,
yuanshan can save money,
yuanshan can do what she wants,
yuanshan has everything she needs,
yuanshan does not have depression.
*sweats*
it's really difficult to brainwash myself,
or even try to hypnotise myself for a moment or two,
you know?
ENITNELAV*
im spelling it backwards cuz im sick of it.
the radio keeps reading out wishes and messages,
why kind of irritates me sometime later.
i thought "why can't they just meet up or sms??"
and "are you sure they're listening to the radio when ur msg is read out?!?!"
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>im not nice today,because i didnt get enough sleep.
>im sleepy,because i slept only 3hrs last nite,the nite before,and almost the same for the previous previous nite.
>im grumpy,because fishing still irritates me when nobody gets at least 5 fish after 8hrs of fishing(many caught 3 or less.i only had one.)
>im bored,because the water dusn seem to have fish,the waters are kind of running bad,and there are dead fishes floating arnd(stupid tender!lazy some more ar!see now what happen?!)
>im sad,because till nite,i still felt like as if i've wasted my whole day.
this is the night view.the blue light is the small satay shop or smthg.
the food they sell is freaking "CHEAP"
(erh-herm!!i dun use "" s for no reason de ar!!)
yes.
i've fallen for the night,
have you?
JUST HOW MUCH IS TOO MUCH??
i have absolutely no idea.
i'm becoming more and more night-motivated,
like as if im nocturnal,and though it's somehow too much,
and affecting my health,i'm loving it!!
loving it because of the peace and calmness the night has.
somehow,i have a feeling night feels like the exact opposite of someone,
and there's this person whom i feel is so willing to adapt to the change.
so..
these two people,make me love and hate enitnelav*.
hate because he is always avoiding my calls,
not replyin,not answering calls or even saying anything,
which most guys would do when they want to avoid someone.
that makes me hate because he made me wanted him so much,
yet he gave up on me just when i trusted myself to him.
love because he is always there for me no matter what i've done,
how much i had tried to dump him and find somebody else,
and he does everything to see me,to be with me,to hear my voice.
that makes me love because when i'm with him,
i could feel the peace and contentedness
even if it means that the world would come to an end the very next second.
do you see the reason for my madness the past few days now?
February 14, 2009
@ 23:59
MOON. this is the moon,as taken at abt 3am this morning.
well,what can i say?
the moon is still as pretty,
still as attractive..
MEET YUANSHAN AND HER FISH.
yuanshan is brave,
yuanshan does not need men,
yuanshan can move on,
yuanshan can slim down,
yuanshan can maintain her touch with the piano,
yuanshan can save money,
yuanshan can do what she wants,
yuanshan has everything she needs,
yuanshan does not have depression.
*sweats*
it's really difficult to brainwash myself,
or even try to hypnotise myself for a moment or two,
you know?
ENITNELAV*
im spelling it backwards cuz im sick of it.
the radio keeps reading out wishes and messages,
why kind of irritates me sometime later.
i thought "why can't they just meet up or sms??"
and "are you sure they're listening to the radio when ur msg is read out?!?!"
+++
>im not nice today,because i didnt get enough sleep.
>im sleepy,because i slept only 3hrs last nite,the nite before,and almost the same for the previous previous nite.
>im grumpy,because fishing still irritates me when nobody gets at least 5 fish after 8hrs of fishing(many caught 3 or less.i only had one.)
>im bored,because the water dusn seem to have fish,the waters are kind of running bad,and there are dead fishes floating arnd(stupid tender!lazy some more ar!see now what happen?!)
>im sad,because till nite,i still felt like as if i've wasted my whole day. this is the night view.the blue light is the small satay shop or smthg.
the food they sell is freaking "CHEAP"
(erh-herm!!i dun use "" s for no reason de ar!!)
yes.
i've fallen for the night,
have you?
JUST HOW MUCH IS TOO MUCH??
i have absolutely no idea.
i'm becoming more and more night-motivated,
like as if im nocturnal,and though it's somehow too much,
and affecting my health,i'm loving it!!
loving it because of the peace and calmness the night has.
somehow,i have a feeling night feels like the exact opposite of someone,
and there's this person whom i feel is so willing to adapt to the change.
so..
these two people,make me love and hate enitnelav*.
hate because he is always avoiding my calls,
not replyin,not answering calls or even saying anything,
which most guys would do when they want to avoid someone.
that makes me hate because he made me wanted him so much,
yet he gave up on me just when i trusted myself to him.
love because he is always there for me no matter what i've done,
how much i had tried to dump him and find somebody else,
and he does everything to see me,to be with me,to hear my voice.
that makes me love because when i'm with him,
i could feel the peace and contentedness
even if it means that the world would come to an end the very next second.
do you see the reason for my madness the past few days now?
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