February 26, 2009
@ 03:22
potatoes.
i didn go watch movie today..
and it was reali pathetic of me to have cooked potato again..
cuz i made mashed potato..
and even tho it tasted right..
i just gt sicked of it aftr few spoons..
so...
ther..
weather.
im just so sick..
recently's weather is like...
NORTH POLE???
freakin cold ar..
then i was like..
how many degrees is this??
like..20++???
and im alrdy askin for jackets???
OMG LUH!!!!
crystal eye.
stupid f*king acer crystal eye.
now the com is reali startin to irritate me..
ytd when it just cudn work,
i plug,unplug,plug,unplug the power cord several times..
damn pissed okayyyy....
then today i try,
the stupid acer cam power light not on ma..
so i try vid call lor
then it lighted up,BUT NO VID!!!!
S U P E R IRRITATED!!!
dun kare le..
the most dun use it nia..
BIG DEAL AR???
heng!!!
special.
i'v been single for wad??
a mth??
A MTH?!?!?!
i'v nvr been single for more than a wk
since i started being in rs..
and now it's like..
A MTH?!?!!
age,like i once told a fren,
is just a form of measurement
of ur duration when alive..
so i dun bother abt age much..
except the fact that it limits tha thgs we can do..
so as i was wonderin..
it's been sm time since i last told him tt i love him..
even felt like decades since our last kiss..
im startin to miss him alot alrdy..
i wanted him for myself..
i wanted him to be the best he could..
i wanted him to change..
i wanted him to learn..
but now..
im wonderin if i wanted the rite change..
for those changes to happen,
we'v brkn up for so long,
wad made me so persistent?
wud i be happier wif sm1 else?
wud i be happier wif sm1 richer?
wud i be happier wif sm1 more handsome?
wud i be happier wif sm1 nearer my age?
i doubt..
i wonder..
how wud it feel like when im in japan,
miles awae frm him??
no voice,no hugs,no goodnite chats..
no guinea pigs,no ta bao-ing of kfc from him..
no more loyal fan(cuz he likes listenin to me sing)..
nobody waiting for my call,nobody tellin me..
that he loves me,miss me,
that he oweas wake up late because of the cudly piggy i gave him,
that he'd hug it very close to him even if it makes him sweat..
even when he hate sweating..
i miss it..
duno why i even feel like cryin now..?
wakaliimashiita..
aku rindu kau..
i doubt i can live without u..
maybe i'll write u a song when im in japan..
i dont noe yet but i'll miss u i swear..
i'll miss u..
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