February 4, 2009
@ 22:20
shall catogarise some of the things i wana sae today..
feel kinda stupid these days..
and that my vision is failing me..
haish....
4d
i almost strike 4d today..
2338 -> 2358
fucking numbers..
guess my hunch wasn strong enuf..
PALS
saw mel's blog..
so miss u and the sec skol lyfe lor..
everything was so.....
WORRYLESS!!!
and i saw christina's blog..
and i saw mel's blog..
and i saw zhiying's blog..
and i saw linda's blog..
so..
wher's zhiying??
her blog's been stuck at so long ago..
and..
mel,no offence but u're stil revolving bgr huh..
whereva u go,you're world's still the same i guess..
whereas here,somewhere u left..
has been changing since then..
and..
christina's blog and linda's blog..
makes me feel like as if i was reading the same person's blog!!
like OMG?!?!
tho i've long ago realise that they're v similar,
except the charrborr and not charrborr part,
the rest is so fucking similar ar!!!
well,they both make me feel..
urghh..
shan't speak further..
the past-the present-the future
i've learnt alot in RP,
abt mind and body coordination..
have felt rather well abt my own performance in skol..
have felt that i've learnt to apply..
but recently,i tink i'm being de-volving again!!
wad a way..
bgr
it's been more than a wk i've been single..
don't know why i wanted to..
but somehow made a promise that to be fair,
i won't be attached till at least the 12th of next month..
not like as if any1 wud care tho..
just felt like blogging abt it..
cuz i felt M I S E R A B L E..
havin to remain in a certain state and forbid myself frm differing..
it's exhausting!!
doubles
as my vision starts to fail me,
i'm starting to see shadows for alot of things..
faces
features
wordings
and even feel tiredness in my eyes often enuf to put me to slp..
i......
guess i dun reali wana wear specs after all...
take kare.
thanks for reading.
will be blogging soon.