March 6, 2009
@ 04:06
decisions.
ifailedtounderstand.andinnightslikethis,
ithasonceagainaccompaniedme.
imbeginningtounderstandsomethingsicannevermaketherightdecision,
thoughsometimesiknowthatthesethingsdonothavearightorwrongtoit.
asitwashesmyfaceinstreamsrightnow,
imlearningtoacceptthefactthatinnightslikethis,
makingdecisionsinsituationslikethis,
itsnevereasynotfinallytoyourhappiness,
becausewhicheverdecisionsyoumake,
youcannevernotstayhurt,
youwouldneverbeabletoforgetthewarmth,
youwouldneverbeabletounderstandwhythepainjustvoltsthroughandfro,
youwouldneverbeabletoseeforyouselftherightandwrongchoice,
becausethereisntone,therewouldntbeone,
youaintgoingtobealright.