March 29, 2009
@ 03:33
MUSHY.
[[WARNING,NC 16 CONTENTS:MUSHY MUSHY ROAD AHEAD!!]]
heard a song on a fren's blog.
it's fish leong's 不是我不明白.
i just miss bf so much now.
waiting for 4:30 to come,so that i can go bathe,
then doll up and go find bf.
he's been really nice to me.
some things i thought only i would thought of saying,
and never thought of hearing,
he said it for me,
when i least expected it..
seems rather smart of him for once..
somewher in march,i'm really sorry to not remember,
while we were talking on the phone like any other days,
he said some special things that made my heart sound different..
my heart sounded like the combination of hydrogen and oxygen..
or was it oxygen and carbon dioxide..
it's CO2 rite?
POP!! hydrogen gas produced!!
correct??
my memory not bad eh..
so.......
bf: "你要对自己有信心，你是最好的！"
(you must have confidence in yourself,you are the best!)
i was like...
WHO TAUGHT YOU THAT?!?!
WHICH DRAMA??? WHICH FM?????
WHO SAID THAT TO YOU?????
bf: "hehe..takes time to learn how to say such things.."
my bf is a really sotong one.
knowing i'm sensitive,and freaks out easily,
when i'm traumatised by a cockroach real bad,
he had the nerve to leave me alone,
crying because of fear,
regretting the relationship because of how careless he is with my heart,
slightly pissed because i am seemingly not important enough..
to make him stay by the phone for my sake..
so when he said this,
i am really really shocked okay~~
and melted lar..
hahaz..
at this moment that i'm awake,i miss him.
i miss him more than any other moments tt i've been awake.
he manages to convince me a statement,
which 5>0 in this world is able to convince me..
and at the same time,
convincing me of how much he loves me..
so out of 4 person who could convince me,
my mum,dad,sis and him,
he's the only one who did it!!
ain't that amazing for a sotong like him??
i miss him.
(if u notice,there's a slight difference in my blog.)