April 13, 2009
@ 02:35
ONCE IN A WHLE...
on my side,days ar passing so quietly and MONEYLESSLY.
i cant help but believe that money is the key factor that we all revolve around.
i spent $65.70 on some home-items to make myself feel occupied and useful,
and i spent a whole afternoon shopping at queensway to feel happy..
though eating is becoming a redundant act for me to fulfill nowadays,
i still cant stop thinkin about eating fastfood cause its simply too cheap to resist!!
life is seemingly redundant to me now.
what makes it different each and everyday is the date which never repeats,
and the way people around dresses,acts,talks,smiles,flares..
some things may repeat once in a while but i must say,
its hardly the same..
BLOGSHOP
my blogshop is currently still not out yet,
and im really disappointed enough with myself le..
because of the preparation and inexperienceness,
and with a little high expectation for myself(and some timidity),
i would be dragging slightly longer than its supposed to be.
would update about that when im done and prepared.
VIRUS
i cant help but complain at this moment.
WHY DO I KEEP RECIEVING VIRUS LINKS FROM MSN?!?!
cuz other people kena virus ma..
WHY CANT MSN PREVENT THAT?!?!
cuz thats how msn works??
arghh...
so irritating lor!!
my sister got it because she didn't know..
I KNOW ABOUT IT..
but what if one day when i was trying to click something else,
the virus link in a msn box OVERLAPS and i click it?!?!
are u afraid of that happening??
GETTING HURT
this is to those who gets hurt very easily,
or have been hurt very often-ly..
there are a few catogaries which these people can fall into:
1) hurt by FRIENDS
2) hurt by FAMILY
3) hurt by BELOVED
4) hurt by AQUAINTANCE
if there were any spelling mistakes or any after this line,
please do not harp at it because this is not about that.
1) ............. FRIENDS
(im a lil lazy..so juz bear wif me..)
I remember a friend of mine,TAO HAN,once told me this..
"in life,you can have many friends,but you onli NEED a FEW CLOSE/BEST FRIENDS.."
do you know why??
well,let me clarify some things first..
firstly,there are these HI-BYE friends we call..
because they simply dont converse with you,
unless they saw you eye to eye or something,
then just simply greets you and bids goodbye after awhile.
next,theres a type i call SO-SO friends..
they could be your primary school friends or some new found friends.
the friendship may be old but always fresh,
you talk once in awhile,catch up with one another,
get favours from one another,ask about one another..
and it repeats after dying off sometime later.
then,theres another type called CLOSE friends..
these are the ones you talk to very often,
sometimes you trust them with your heart,
and no matter how long you two havent met,
it always feels like youve just met yesterday.
lastly,there are some friends we call BEST friends..
they are your best friends because they are there for you when you need them,
they give you the most honest or most want-to-hear comments..
now,the first thing i want you to remember,
is that no matter how close they are,
- THEY HAVE A LIFE OF THEIR OWN.
i realise this when i was in secondary school..
do you remember seeing alot of BACKSTABBING,
SNATCHING of friends,FLIRTING,NEGLECTING??
reminds you of anybody??
well,they do that because they have their own preference,
and they would like to keep that preference..
just like you,not wanting to be hurt,
and that remains as a principle,
which would decide whether you're going to build your defence against them or not.
Hence,you have to learn to
- TAKE THINGS EASY.
this is slightly difficult..
because you have to understand that nobody is going to live your life,
be responsible for your mistakes,
or even pay for your bills when you're just their ANOTHER FRIEND!!
YOU HAVE TO BE RESPONSIBLE FOR YOUR EVERYTHING!!
sometime in life,you might have come across..
people who listens to you,and after that go tell somebody ELSE about you.
yea??did that happen??
well,they did not make the mistake..its you.
and it aint your mouth they saying from,
so you cant control them.
all you can do,is not say so much to these people.
if you cant tell who to tell and who not to,
you have two choices:
1) TRIAL AND ERROR,you'll know soon enough.
2) DONT SAY ANYTHING,you might suffocate,but youll be alot safer.
2,3,4 FAMILY,BELOVED,AQUAINTANCE.
people always say "no matter what happens,families are the most important"
do you agree??
i used to tell my mother things which would be digraceful for me,
if others ever finds out.(especially big-mouth-ed people..)
nonetheless,my mother would NEVER FAIL TO TELL..
especially to people whom she know is well known for their BIG-MOUTH.
she feels that itll be helpful because those BIG-MOUTHs know what to do..
but couldnt she come up with a solution herself??
perhaps at least not hurting my self-esteem??
or just by not breaking her promise??
to one person,the others are just too insignificant..
for them to trouble themselves with,or even to keep a promise for..
if your beloved cares so much about you,
why are you single..?
if not,HURT??
needless to say,aquaintances would probably care less..
why would a stranger care about you if it were not for SEX,
MONEY,MATERIALS,DESPERATE,PRIVILEGES or SYMPATHY??
see through the motive,and youll probably feel alot better..
anyways,i do hope what i offered is of help..
dont go crying for another listening ear..
i can listen..
hahaz..
if not,try handling it yourself..
afterall,youre you!!
ONLY YOU CAN BE YOU!!
being independent may be difficult but it AINT impossible!!
just like going on diet,it needs DISCIPLINE!!
hahaz.
perhaps its easier than going on diet..right??
if youre ever alone and no one is there,
and you cant find me,
remember this..
this is from me..
- CRY ALL YOU WANT AND MOVE ON!!
- JIA YOU!! YOU CAN DO IT DE!!