April 5, 2009
@ 23:51
S T E F A N I E S U N
A friend of mine told me about this celeb’s porn video few days ago,
And i witnessed it today.
Was really shocking to me because I didn’t expect her to be filmed…
Or should I say… “video-ed”.
i didn’t post her video here in my blog out of laziness,
but because I think I shouldn’t be so nosey…
moreover,it was reali shocking for me..
cuz i'd nvr expect myself to see smthg like that..
B E H A V I O R
I kept reminding myself to be ruthless to those three people.
To the old horse,it was easy because we didn’t talk unnecessarily,
And that seems ok to the both of us.
(btw,I’d like to call her princess..cuz it suits her.)
To the old monkey,it was very much the same,
except the fact that she likes to probe.
However,between me and the lil mouse,
It was just like me and my sis back when we’re much younger.
She is as much much much much MUCH MORE LAZY than a guinea pig I tell you!!
Arghh…
And and and and!!
I duno for what reason,
When I was FREAKING TIRED yesterday nite,
And was sleeping reali soundly…
I had my MOST FURIATING YET NOT SCARY dream,
Which I would prefer to call it NIGHTMARE.
princess and lil mouse was in it,
and in my NIGHTMARE,they were made the rm messy,
and didn’t wanted to tidy it up lor!!
I was like..trying to tell them nicely but they only debutted!!
So I ended up yelling at the top of my voice,
Fighting wif them over it.
Still,I lost..
Even in my dream I lost to them..
I lost my previlige..
To people who wasn born wif it..
I felt reali fed up.
Fedup about the fact that they just cant keep to themselves,
And not mess up my part of the room..
Im moving into the room I dreamed about in less than 3 days.
In exact,it would be 33hours.
how can i feel at ease after this 33 hours,
when in the morning i'v alrdy dreamed abt this terrible thg?!?!
i feel reali worried.
worried about what is to come.
worried that i cnt keep up being ruthless and mean..
perhaps,im just a pushover?
yuanshan's so stupid luh..
evrytime kena this kinda people arnd her,
yet stil duno how to handle..
wan win stil so timid..
haiz..
so shi bai..
so pathetic sia..
lolz..
WHATEVER!!
B L O G S H O P
i should be starting it within the next 168hrs and 9mins.
and..
i realised that i kinda realise im gona hav smthg similar..
but not focused on that..
cuz im not good at that..
so do keep a close update for that!!
cya soon!!
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