April 2, 2009
@ 09:47
something happened the nite before.
something abt the woman and her daughter.
W O M A N
she was sleeping really soundly like as if she was on pills.
however,there wasn't any snorings like usual,
no tossing and turnings once in awhile due to the possible achings,
but just silent sleep.
and i sense a strong aura saying "UNUSAUAL".
i actually wanted to blog at that moment,
because it was only 11pm+ and i wasnt really able to sleep.
but when i turned the knob of the door..
IT'S LOCKED!!
my first reaction was disappointment.
disappointment in myself not being able to see how stupid i am to trust them about not having any evil plans to want to overtake what my father has left for me.
anger followed closely,making me even more wide awake,
forgetting it was already past midnight.
i am pissed.
i mean..
i was pissed.
damn!
i so hate that.
makes me sound so not innocent lor...
hahaz..
so..
i cried while telling my dad how i feel,all very calmly,
and very nicely!
how nice of me to tolerate that sia!
but i told him,
"this would be the last time im going to tell you so nicely."
"if it happens again,im not going to say it nicely anymore,"
"instead,i would just thrash it out how i wanted to,"
"and you can jolly well go and be somebody else's dad for all i care."
yea.
nicely.
and then i went toilet,somehow like my hideout i realise..
because when i was in there,answering nature's call,
i realise that the woman was trying eexxxtremely hard to push the blame away!
WOW!! GIVE HER SOME APPLAUSE??
i can vow that she tried damn hard to make my dad trust her..
and my dad simply repeat to her one of the things i said to him.
"why must lock the door?"
and nothing else but that question.
she was pissed enough.
after a very long time,i slept!
hahaz..
what would you have done if you were me?
A P R I L s F O O L
i had some fun ytd.
some of the guys went something like that:
ChengEn,FPM: -no reply-
Cousin: said smthg abt wanting to forward it to his frens.
some of the girls went something like that:
Vinessa: "ya..really??i think im getting famous.."
YeeCheng: "what?im so going to sue them!"
Candice: "hahas..nice..april's fool!"
Jessy: "scary..bad bad.."
(cuz they already knew)
EVE: "what?! are u sure??"
MY SIS: "u sick?"
(cuz they didn..but aftr they knew..)
EVE: "fuck u"
MY SIS: -no reply-
so..
if therz eva another april's fool next year,
do scroll down to the bottom of the msg!!
hahaz..