May 8, 2009
@ 16:15
DON'T LOOK FOR THE PEOPLE THAT YOU'VE LOST
trying very hard not to think about him..
hoping very hard that it's not going to end bad..
i need more care and concern!!
but it's not something that anybody can give..
i know the care and concern from families and friends,
and that is very comforting,
but it's just like going to the best restaurant..
to taste their best dish,but in the end,
you only bought the dish you ate very often..
because you're used to that taste..
so..
what's the big deal about having you as mine,
when i know very well that deep inside..
you are still not the type i want??
i should stop smsing you..
i should stop waiting for your msg..
i should stop missing you..
i should stop hoping i could run into you..
i should stop feeling so sad..
i should stop talking to you..
i should not remember anything that's related to you..
but how can i stop doing these..
if i don't know what these things are related to??
i hate myself for believing you..