May 2, 2009
@ 15:20
what would you do if you had high ego??
i told few people about this..
one asked why should i bother if i felt valued or not??
is it important??i should choose between studies and that..
another suggested that i remember my flaws..
i guess to the first person,
being valued by others or not doesn't matter to him either..
and that studies was much more important..
if you're reading this,i hope you understand..
that many atimes in this world..
across the different experiences i have with different people..
it's these little little things that made a difference..
and i guess..
he would never understand how i feel towards these little things..
unless one day,he realise these little things in his life..
for the second,he did gave me a suggestion..
and i pondered upon it through the night..
convincing myself that i have high ego,
and that it was somehow out of my control..
a balance between ego and humbleness is fine..
because ego drives the determination in us,
while humbleness enables us to have a place to stay in other's hearts..
and i think the only way i can get out of this frustration is by mere practice..
practice to keep myself quiet,
learn to give others a step back..
and be more patient..
are you full of ego too..?
i wish i didn't have eyes
have you ever felt this way..
that maybe if you didn't see something,or someone..
you would have felt better?
the world would be just recognised by voices and touches if you were blind..
the world could be quieter if i didn't have eyes..