May 15, 2009
@ 09:04
you weren't mine..right from the start
the moment the i saw you,it struck me that you were different.
and i didn't think much until the day i saw you reign like a star.
after which i realised i've fallen for you,all i could think about..
was how i could make you notice me..
when we talked over the phone,i realise what happiness was.
i understood how being happy felt like,got addicted to it too.
but soon after,i realise that i had been too quick to conclude.
when i stared at the phone,waiting for your replies..
when i only opened the msn conversation,wondering if you're typing..
when i read about your blog,and realise it wasn't me..
i realised how foolish i was to be like a kid..
sitting alone at the see-saw..
i realise the one you worry about,
the one you cry for,
the person you yearn for,
the one you love,aint me at all..