July 14, 2009
@ 17:02
car accident
i was driving my dad's hyundai matrix,
in a carpark at amk's 500+.
till now,my mind still flashes the sight..
like cut videos that doesn't have a start,
just playing that particular part..
over and over again.
my dad didn't even said a word about it,
just asked why i was so careless..
for once.
yet all that was in my head when i met up with him that day,
was all about how ridiculous he was,
if anyone else would have such a father,
and that i was really sad and disgraced of myself..
because i was unable to accept my father..
because of what he did to my family..
from long ago,till then,but still is now.
the fact that he kept it from my mother,
for both our benefits,
and didn't scold me or anything,
it only lasted for awhile..
because very soon after,
he was trying very hard to convince me,
to pay half of the school fees with him..
after i graduate since my school fees now are all on bank loan.
however,i couldn't care less when he blurtted that.
because he was the one who told me,
no..
PROMISED ME,
that he would pay my school fees,
as long as i'm able to continue my studies..
after o lvl..
just so hate it.
why does adults have to go back on their word?
so often?
anyway,it's so boring to talk about this..
so let's not..
but bear in mind this,
love your neighbours just as you would to yourself.
monk.
i have a friend who intends to be a monk,
somewhere in his future..
can anyone just tag or leave a comment on wheat you feel about this??
i can't stop wondering why he wants to end his future like that,
why he wants to give up on himself just like that,
and why he just won't listen to what others advices him on..
pls..
i hope someone say something,
so that he could see..