July 24, 2009
@ 12:49
seasons.
it's like a summer season now..
scorching hot sun instead of soft white snow,
not autumn because everythings' alive..
not dead..
aung soe scolded our class yesterday,
reminding us not to be selfish.
people like me doing ppt for all 12 lessons that module,
people like them watching movies and nothing else.
faci knew that i wasn't smart,
and that i tried very hard..
the atmosphere were rather awkward that time,
and i was both happy and guilty..
guilty that i'm dumb.
i could see many people being happy with their lives,
busy and worried about their current situation,
just busy.
some happily in relationships and too busy for us,
some busy for school and not free to meet..
some bothered by family circumstances and pretty sad,
others are just bored and wants to be left alone.
while i,slowly discovere that i'm loosing myself,
to being a not-so-talkative fella,
and not acceptable about alot of things,
it seemed to me like this was a season of winter.
how could it be?
why was it so?
i hope you'd talk to me more..