July 1, 2009
@ 16:45
till then.
contacted some people whom i met few years back..
ranging from 2 to 4 years back..
and..yup.
they still remember me..
like as if we just met ytd i'd say..
i saw some posts in stomp,
about donald trying to prove to everyone else..
that i'm the one who's the attention seeker.
you can see for yourself the comments posted on my cbox.
evident enough i guess..
-the post about singapore girls being materialistic
-the fending and pushing away of blames to try and convince others that everything was just so accidental
-the what is "best friend" post on stomp
-the attention grabber post on stomp
-the comments on my cbox
i'm done trying to defend myself.
you can go ahead with everything you want to say.
won't react to you or anything coming from you anymore.
don't need your appologies..
not anymore..
you'll never feel that you're in the wrong,
no matter how long it takes.
today went skol "revise" with frens..
but ended up playing bejeweled on fb..
dl-ing songs from webbies..
and lastly,some real revision..
anyway,after rounding last nite,
i realise something..
i still yearn for adorance..
but nobody has to react to this,really.
because the person who should,will never read this..
and the person would not be able to commit.
somehow,i came to realise that in everyone,
there's 2 different sides..
one,as what we see..
the other,as what we can't understand..
do you believe this??
take myself for example.
on my usual side,i may be loud,violent,
talkative,bold,fun and wadeva..
but on the other side,i may be really quiet,
fragile and sensitive,always worried and etc..
can you see the difference??
do you sense that difference in you??
this is ah meii's latest track.
anyway,i'm tired of all these lies and excuses..
can someone bring me to the other side..