October 26, 2009
@ 13:26
JUST KEEPING QUIET.
i thought..since im not going anywhere now,
keeping quiet's a smart move,right?
cuz that way,the whole situation is not known to others,
therefore reducing embarassment..
awkwardness and sadness too~
hahaz..anyway,i went bugis on sat evening.
then went jurong point to watch HALLOWEEN II.
damn shit..i HATED it.
STILL HATE IT.
and the only thing i could do was to keep sms-ing whoeva's texting me..
cuz that's the only way i could distract myself and feel a tiinyyy bitttt better..
THA FUCKING SHOW'S TRAUMATISING I TELL YOU!!
gore..horror..sick..mental and everything.....
i was like..going to cry liao lor.. T.T
going to go GAMING real soon!!
nvr reali got addicted to the arcade or have a company to peii me go..
but now i found one!!
hahaz..
just like me,he's a newbiee type of gamer..
except for warcraft..
but im not that bad oso okayy..
at least i noe few tds.. >.<
and i won quite a couple of ppl before hor!!
dun see me no up ar..RWAR!!
hmms..after that few pms+bgr impact on my emotions,
i'm now much better after a haircut..
hahaz..
and i realise something..
I TEND TO DO SMTHG TO MY HAIR WHENEVA IM BUMPED OUT.
no kidd okayy..im serious.
anyway,im done liaos..
black hair,bob and long inner..
shall wait for it to grow longer..
dun reali like going to skol in fashion-mood.
dun like skol much either..
aiya..stupid emotions..
OH YA!!
i watched SEX AND THE CITY again ytd..
on HBO replay..hahaz..
guess in every being,strong or weak..
young or old,easy-going or firm..
there's this lost sheep that takes over wheneva something goes wrong..
overwhelming the one that has been near the surface for so long..
and revealing everything that has been with that sheep for awhile..
i guess..you just have to take care of that sheep..
well enough for it not to get lost and never come back to you..