November 17, 2009
@ 21:55
happiness.
after a long period of sadness,i shall be happy for a long period of time.
i deserve to eh??
i've been reading up alot recently.
wondered how others could enjoy being approached,
while i wonder how to be approachable.
peeps,help me out a little here eh??
any advices or tricks..??
i've tried speaking softer..
and some just stare at me,wondering why im speaking that way..
lols.
i tried controlling my emotions,not blurting too much stuff out,
and it just feels like im bottling up!!
crap..i really wish someone could tell me that i'm ok..
like.. "really,you're ok."
ain wana be the one people stay away from..
kayys..staying over at my mum's tonight.
cuz i had to do rj and i miss my sis.
gonna go bathe now,then have my "medicine"..
hahaz..it's not to be eaten but read.
something i found for myself,to cure myself.
hoping it works..
hope im not a freak that feels negative the whole time,
causing others to keep a distant from me..
=]
I WANNA GO KBOX REALL SOON!!
I WANNA GO SHOPPING AND PICTURE TAKINGG!!
I WANNA CREATE HAPPY MEMORIES WITH YOU!!
>.<