November 12, 2009
@ 13:59
MY LIFE'S SUCHA JOKE.
DONT READ IF YOUR MIND'S SHUT.
i am so gambling everything i have right now
monday was crap because he quarrelled with me cuz of my guinea pigs
therefore my plan to practise soldering was crushed
tuesday sucked cuz i was screwed by the ut
i thought i stand a chance to try in the ut
but i was wrong
my soldering iron rusted and died on me
i tried the alternative
but realised that the components rejected me too
i didn't get my pocket money that day
because of what happened on monday
after i reached home,i checked for my pocket money
it's still not there
i woke him up to question him but only got to realise
that he's not going to care about my life
he went on and on about how disappointing i am
that i purposely get into the car accident
always create problems for him to settle
that i wasted his money by stopping piano halfway
that i am stupid and incapable of any achievements
that i'm just like my mother
that my words cant be trusted
don't feel like writing now already
forget it
just take it as im just this but unlucky...