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at some point of my life.like what they always say,"at some point of your life,you will want to do all the crazy things you can ever think of.at some point of life,you will want to be alone,quietly recalling abour the things you have done.at some point of life,you will look back and laugh at yourself,and tell stories to your grandchildren,stories of success." and right now,this is that point of time in my life,that i feel that having a couple of real good friends would be all that i need for the rest of my life.hence,i've decided that i should create another msn address,another blog,another identity.

i fear losing that great amout of people i have in my list,but amongst these people,some are people i don't remember talking to,some are people i don't have any memories with,some just can't remember who i am because we only chatted for a few days back then about 6 years ago and never continued again.i look at these addresses,and ask myself, "do i really know these people?can i know them?will they allow me to know them?do they need me knowing them?" and the answer is there.

i have the friends i need.it's not true that i don't care about people i don't need,but because in this world,there are too many aquintances that you can bump into,too many past memories you should learn the morales from,and too many sadness that you should have given up on long time ago.

and ironically,im hesitating.i fear that in future,if i ever need to do anything,need anyone to know something i'm doing,i might not be able to.maybe these are just unnecessary worries,but i think i should just do what i've decided given that it's just a problem of insufficient courage to let go.i should have confidence in myself.

may this be a reminder to myself,how i cam to this decision,or a different perspective that others might see it as,i've made up my mind,and the only thing i have to do with this right now is carrying out the plan.

O new email address aka msn
O new blog(s)
O new perspective towards friends

and eventually i shall become a whole new me.someone i'll feel comfortable in,someone i love being,someone i will respect.guess that makes it a 2010 resolution!!good job!! *laughs* im so happy today.well,that's the way it should be anyway.out with the old and in with the new,get over the sad stuff and be HAPPY~

at some point of my life.like what they always say,"at some point of your life,you will want to do all the crazy things you can ever think of.at some point of life,you will want to be alone,quietly recalling abour the things you have done.at some point of life,you will look back and laugh at yourself,and tell stories to your grandchildren,stories of success." and right now,this is that point of time in my life,that i feel that having a couple of real good friends would be all that i need for the rest of my life.hence,i've decided that i should create another msn address,another blog,another identity.

i fear losing that great amout of people i have in my list,but amongst these people,some are people i don't remember talking to,some are people i don't have any memories with,some just can't remember who i am because we only chatted for a few days back then about 6 years ago and never continued again.i look at these addresses,and ask myself, "do i really know these people?can i know them?will they allow me to know them?do they need me knowing them?" and the answer is there.

i have the friends i need.it's not true that i don't care about people i don't need,but because in this world,there are too many aquintances that you can bump into,too many past memories you should learn the morales from,and too many sadness that you should have given up on long time ago.

and ironically,im hesitating.i fear that in future,if i ever need to do anything,need anyone to know something i'm doing,i might not be able to.maybe these are just unnecessary worries,but i think i should just do what i've decided given that it's just a problem of insufficient courage to let go.i should have confidence in myself.

may this be a reminder to myself,how i cam to this decision,or a different perspective that others might see it as,i've made up my mind,and the only thing i have to do with this right now is carrying out the plan.

O new email address aka msn
O new blog(s)
O new perspective towards friends

and eventually i shall become a whole new me.someone i'll feel comfortable in,someone i love being,someone i will respect.guess that makes it a 2010 resolution!!good job!! *laughs* im so happy today.well,that's the way it should be anyway.out with the old and in with the new,get over the sad stuff and be HAPPY~

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