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Crappy interviewers.i was waiting for a call.a return call from this company called ALLIANCE HEALTHCARE.they had this really scary interview.One i would say is reeaaaaly strict.there were two interviewers and they're not coordinated derhs!!One asks about my personality,the other asks about working hours..though taking turns,how do you expect me to think in order??yet it's impossible for me to yearn for that position cuz it's a $8~$11/hr pay lehs!!just feel that it might be too much a task for me given that i'm inexperience.



Think positively,not negatively.i've been trying to think on a brighter side.think about the good side,rather than the poor;the deed instead of the job.maybe reality's just too harsh for me to psycho myself,or maybe my psycho-ing skills are just not good enough.anyway,i feel that it's important to know the feeling of being contented.as we all know,money is never enough,expectations always rise,and we can't stop growing old..the only way to be happy in all situations is to feel contented of what you have.



if you recieved $300 from some lucky draw,you might go shopping,and save up some bit of that amount..but because technology never stops advancing,you'll always find better technologies out there,with a higher price to pay.



if you have a handsome boyfriend,but too playful to be tied down,you might try all ways to get him tied down..and sometimes,it's because we're not contented with what we have,that we feel insecure..and acting upon those insecurities will only bring comments to us.."you've changed.."



only you can save yourself.and ultimately,this is what i tell myself.you suffer from the countless days of crying over what you loss,flinching because you can't get over it,or even hurting yourself..and later you have wait on yourself for recovery..why do this to yourself?i cant help but yearn to be independent and sociable.i was sociable.but when i try to be independent,i stopped being sociable.and because i wasn't sociable,i couldn't be independent.maybe i was just not cut out to be independent,but this is what im trying to be..whether i give up on it or not,it's my choice,only i can take the action and make it happen.same goes for you.

friday 18th.today's the day before meeting up tomorrow with the girls.been wondering if i should.though this is a form of socialising..i wanted to,but all the negative thoughts are so filling my head.i miss S and E!!wish i could go out with them tml instead.. =/

last random bit,don't say you are handsome,don't tell me you're loyal..cuz it's not for you to tell me the piece of judgement i have about you in my mind,but myself to decide how i feel about you.if you're not cut out to be the kinda of sweet nice loyal guy who does not flirt,then you are not.it's your responsibilities to change that attribute,not mine.im not the guy,im a girl.

Crappy interviewers.i was waiting for a call.a return call from this company called ALLIANCE HEALTHCARE.they had this really scary interview.One i would say is reeaaaaly strict.there were two interviewers and they're not coordinated derhs!!One asks about my personality,the other asks about working hours..though taking turns,how do you expect me to think in order??yet it's impossible for me to yearn for that position cuz it's a $8~$11/hr pay lehs!!just feel that it might be too much a task for me given that i'm inexperience.



Think positively,not negatively.i've been trying to think on a brighter side.think about the good side,rather than the poor;the deed instead of the job.maybe reality's just too harsh for me to psycho myself,or maybe my psycho-ing skills are just not good enough.anyway,i feel that it's important to know the feeling of being contented.as we all know,money is never enough,expectations always rise,and we can't stop growing old..the only way to be happy in all situations is to feel contented of what you have.



if you recieved $300 from some lucky draw,you might go shopping,and save up some bit of that amount..but because technology never stops advancing,you'll always find better technologies out there,with a higher price to pay.



if you have a handsome boyfriend,but too playful to be tied down,you might try all ways to get him tied down..and sometimes,it's because we're not contented with what we have,that we feel insecure..and acting upon those insecurities will only bring comments to us.."you've changed.."



only you can save yourself.and ultimately,this is what i tell myself.you suffer from the countless days of crying over what you loss,flinching because you can't get over it,or even hurting yourself..and later you have wait on yourself for recovery..why do this to yourself?i cant help but yearn to be independent and sociable.i was sociable.but when i try to be independent,i stopped being sociable.and because i wasn't sociable,i couldn't be independent.maybe i was just not cut out to be independent,but this is what im trying to be..whether i give up on it or not,it's my choice,only i can take the action and make it happen.same goes for you.

friday 18th.today's the day before meeting up tomorrow with the girls.been wondering if i should.though this is a form of socialising..i wanted to,but all the negative thoughts are so filling my head.i miss S and E!!wish i could go out with them tml instead.. =/

last random bit,don't say you are handsome,don't tell me you're loyal..cuz it's not for you to tell me the piece of judgement i have about you in my mind,but myself to decide how i feel about you.if you're not cut out to be the kinda of sweet nice loyal guy who does not flirt,then you are not.it's your responsibilities to change that attribute,not mine.im not the guy,im a girl.

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