December 10, 2009
@ 15:20
[[ december blues ]]
don't really understand why im always feeling tired recently..
aching here and there..
sleeping late even when i noe im tired..
arghh..
feel like falling asleep again liaos..
T.T
weddings.
there's a wedding trend recently..
saw many people getting married.
and i just start wondering when will it be my turn..
**funny why i talk about it when i don't even have a boyfriend at this moment.
anyway,i just wanna say GRATS!! to the people who got married~
not gonna nag about how you shud treat one another,
just wanna wish you ppl 白头偕老，子孙满堂!!
=]
memories.
been having thoughts of him lately.
dun noe why keep thinking of him,
even wanted to make calendars with our picture..
sounds silly but looking at it,smiling for 5minutes is not a problem at all~
though after that i could be crying for an hour..
i hope things like last night could happen more often..
maybe i should ask him out..?
go lan shop,arcade or something maybe??
=/
blahblahblah...whatever~
wednesday.
i stayed overnight on tues at my mum's.
so wednesday,having cancelled meeting up with WK,
i went on to RP at abt 9+ to study,with D.
then go cwp with LY to develop some photos..
which im gonna collect today..YAY!! i tink im gonna make more of that photos..
=X
i bought baby honey baked ham,sweet potato and some snacks from NTUC..
spent abt $13++ when the ham cost $12 leh!!
good enough for this month's snackins i guess..
now i just hav to learn hw to be contented.
flashing back.
i looked back at some of my previous posts back in about 2005.
i feel like..all those things..terms and words i used to use..
are so different from what im writing and saying now.
maybe,maybe i want to print it all out,
and look at it myself when im old and crumpled.
hahaz..
im actually thinking about it already~
some things i no longer understand right now..
what 30% bro,who was my bf back then when i was talking about him..
i guess i had too much of a desire for love,
too quick i asked for freedom and rebelled for it.
and i was just thinking about labor few minutes ago..
reali submit to the pain i imagined..
T.T
gotta do presentation now~
ttyl!!